I’m not experiencing expressive aphasia (today). But sometimes I find it hard to say/write what’s in my heart and on my mind.
I’m afraid that I won’t find the right words to say all that’s in my heart to my husband and my children in time. I’m afraid that I won’t find words that will properly express my love for them – words that will help them feel that love forever and always, words that will tell them what I dream for their lives, words that will sink into their souls and wrap them with warmth when they need to be reassured, words that will help them remember and smile.
I’m afraid that if I do – if I find the courage to write in those journals I bought for them all – it will mean that I’m done.
But how could I possibly ever express all that I feel and wish for them – it would take a lifetime – so I’ll just keep writing and fighting and living.